DEMONS

      Tribute to the Late:  Actor ... Robin Williams 

And those that suffer from P.T.S.D  & DEPRESSION

                     By  Richard  M. Knittle  Jr.

**** Award Winning  Best Selling  Poet / Author

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These demons I fight I know are for real
from the scars on my heart to the pain that won’t heal    
I lay in my bed but at night I am awake
for the bad ones have taken my dreams to forsake
my fate has been sealed and with God's help I tried
but my world is now over as It fell to their side
I fought with the courage of his only son
but at the end of the battle I was still only one
my life has been nothing but one day in hell
because it meant nothing the faster I fell
I fought back for freedom and for the last of my sons
The addiction I beat easy and for Ryder well it’s still on
those friends I have taken with me into heart
you have taught me humanity deserves a new start
please don't worry for me for I will never really be gone
all the poems that I write for you well they carry on
I hope when you read them and that tear starts to call
It's OK to remember me so please let them all fall
for people like me that are hurting from inside
we were born into a darkness without the light side
we hide our deep sadness from those that we love
and could never be treated by any doctors glove
All the smiles that we share and laughs we hand out
that only mask our loneliness as we look for a way out
we still love our left children and blame is theirs not
but we tried all the choices and believe me we fought
so if the darkness don’t find you don't be quick to cast out
be thankful my friend that it missed you no doubt
Robin Williams fought demons and fought a good fight
but he lost his long battle to dark for him there was no light
thank you to Robin for all the great laughs
you have been the light in our battle as we walk down the same path
I personally will mourn you as my demons may win but as
the gates of heaven open I will scream nano nano as I walk on in

Richard M Knittle Jr.
Best Selling Award Winning
Author Writer   

P.T.S.D.   WILL HURT YOU and The People that Love You Too !

KIM's Mother MARGY AGAR's OWN  Script from The Memorial Page...for Kim...USED With Permission.....Bless YOU and KEEP YOU ...NO Soldier  EVER Left Behind By 

                                     MARGY.....

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               Their  TRUE Story .......

    If You Can Watch this Video With  KIM's VOICE -Knowing she is No Longer With US  and Not..Choke Up ... You are Much Stronger than We were...and We've been to Hell !


    P.T.S.D. is Real /  So is This       Story of Sadness & Bravery...

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ALWAYS Aware of the Suffering of Our Brothers and Sisters in Arms...From all Branches of Service and Law Enforcement......

                  SGT.

KIMBERLY DIANE AGAR

            US ARMY


Suffered PTSD from her Sacrifices for US....

The SAD .....TRUE End Result    THIS Mother's ANGEL....

OUR Sister at ARMS

and a Very Blessed Vocal Talent...

Took HER OWN LIFE...

Unable to Cope Any Longer !                   P.T.S.D    

     WE SALUTE Her.....

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